Then sing my soul..

Minggu, 15 juni 2008

It was a sunny morning, a very sunny indeed (and please don’t sing that Flower Image Forever a.k.a BCL song while you read this writing). Me and my sister cousin went to the church, and luckily this time we’re not late because I’m fully aware that the mass started on 8.30 not 9.00. hehe.. we sat on the second story of the church, taking the front row. When the mass began, and the song leader stared to sing, I got irritated by her loud voice, and not to mention the audio is not working well. It kind of makes you want to close your ears but ten minutes later you got used to it.
The songs chosen for this week were widely acknowledged. Everyone can sing, and they sing it loud! That’s when I realized, I can hardly listen to my own voice. I tried changing it from mezzo piano to fortissimo. It didn’t work too.
Then I just stand there and stopped singing. I feel helpless. I feel alone. I feel like I’m nobody. There goes the arrogance of my beautiful voice as people used to say. And I said to God, “God..can You hear me from where You’re sitting?” And feels like He’s replying, “Loud and clear, Yon..”
That moment I know,,though my voice doesn’t stand out in the crowd, God hears every praise I lift up in His name,,
And I do praise Him with all my heart..with all my soul..